Love Yourself – pt. 4

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Pairing: Kurtbastian

Summary: Fix it fic for 6×01 & 6×02. Kurt is struggeling after his break up and he doesn’t know how to deal with any of it anymore. Until he meets Sebastian again.

Words: 2.027

A/N: Well, that’s it, the last part. Took a bit longer than expected, but some things can’t be helped. I hope you enjoyed this and maybe it made dealing with canon a bit more bearable 🙂

Part 1 – Part 2 – Part 3

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Part 4

‘What happened the last time someone told you you were boring?’ It tookKurt a few seconds until he fully understood where Sebastian was coming from
with his question. Once again he had taken up the topic of a conversation that
had initially happened weeks ago. How Sebastian could live with such an
unorganized mind was a complete mystery to Kurt.

‘First I got drunk, then I got a misspelled tattoo. I’ve had it
corrected by now, though.’

‘You honestly have a tattoo? Cool. Wouldn’t have expected that.’

‘That’s the point, I felt boring. I wanted to do something that would
surprise everyone.’

‘But that’s a really bad reason to get a tattoo, don’t you think? I
mean, I’m not one of those people who say it’s stupid to get one that doesn’t
have a meaning. You want it on your skin for whatever reason, go for it. But I
do think it should be for yourself, not for anyone else. The only person who’s
for sure always going to stay in your life is yourself, so it’s the only person
that really matters.’

‘That sounds lonely.’

‘But you’re not really alone and you probably never will be. I’m just
saying you can’t predict who’ll stay in your life and who won’t. So what’s the
point in doing something so permanent for someone else?’

And that was another thing about Sebastian Smythe that Kurt cherished
more than he ever wanted to tell anyone. As much as Sebastian mostly didn’t
think his words through, they often struck a nerve with Kurt. It reminded him a
bit of Dr Barnes, but unlike her Sebastian rarely appeared aware that he had
said anything world-shaking, continuing with the next topic as if nothing had
happened.

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